All the Things I Never Said
April 14, 2023
Three years ago I was in love,
We started as best friends but the love we had didn’t want to hide
Three years ago we were together,
I miss your hugs, the ones that kept me warm on a chilly night
Three years ago you loved me,
Time wasn’t enough when I was in your arms
Three years ago you were humble,
I never thought money could change you, I guess I was wrong
Three years ago you met my dad,
I never thought you would be the last guy to be in the presence of his eyes
I still miss you,
Every single “que dios nos bendiga” we said at night
I still miss you,
Every date we had to catch up with each other’s lives
I still miss you,
Every baseball game still reminds me of you
I still miss you,
When you would gaze at my eyes and call me “mi chinita hermosa”
I still love you,
“Aun te sigo amando” words that stutter in my mouth when I see you
I still love you,
All my family misses you
I still love you,
Your smile, your eyes, and every single thing you had
I still love you, all the promises we had
I still have one more thing to say and that would be…
goodbye.